What happens now?

“If you are silent about your pain, they’ll kill you and say you enjoyed it.” -Zora Neal Hurston

It finally happened. I'm finally blogging again. Instead of sharing everything before hundreds of people (who could honestly care less), this page is all for me (and anyone who stumbles across it accidentally lol).

So what now? I guess I need to define where I am in life and figure out where to go from here. I am a single mother of two with a small business and an upcoming dive into a new career. I've thought about changing my last name back to my maiden name to mark the fresh start but after two kiddos with my ex husband and an entire self named business, that concept seems a bit too far gone to consider. I'm starting over while I can. I wasn't happy in my marriage or my career so I ended both. After losing so many people that I loved in the last few years, I refuse to stay anywhere that I'm not happy. Life is far too short to be miserable. I am going to explore while I still have the strength to do so. I get to live my life my way...because I finally gave myself permission to do so.

Let's see where this road leads me. Please guide me Lord God...I can't do this with out you.

Ash.